Husband is not Behaving!

Well, one of two things are going to happen; either I am going to boot my husband out or: I am going let him stay and suffer the consiquinces. Well, I guess he is changing his tune. He is actually going on the Michigan Talent Bank. The good Lord is watching! Amen to that! Because, earlier my husband was not behaving himself! I wrote in my personal journal for him. I wrote a lot of things I would have never had said, before to him! I gave him a choice; either you go to the library and get on that computer and go on The Michigan Talent Bank and send your reseme to the jobs that are hiring; or else! He just now got the hint! Ain't nothing like cutting it close! Because, I was on the verge of kicking his no behind out! God is watching, and he definetly works in mysterious ways indeed! My husband really likes pushing my buttons latley; in a way that makes me just want to kick him where it counts! I'm not a voilont person at all. You I am taking a pill that is putting me in early menopause.Happy New Year!

musicmom: Tomorrow Never Comes

musicmom: Tomorrow Never Comes: "How does it make you feel when you Get told over, and over again; I will do the dishes tomorrow morning?. I can tell you how I feel; let's j..."

Tomorrow Never Comes

How does it make you feel when you Get told over, and over again; I will do the dishes tomorrow morning?. I can tell you how I feel; let's just say: no tickling or funny faces is going to put me in a good mood!! Period!! Coroporation is!! And yes, I am talking about my husband. When he says' leave them, I will get them after dinner. That never comes! Night time comes, he comes off with his favoite line ever! I will get them tomorrow. Arrrrgh!! That ticks me off to no end! When he was working at his other job; during the week, I was doing the dishes, and of course; pluse taking care of everything! But, all I hear is I will do them tomorrow.... Tomorrow Never Comes!! Well, you know saying', when moms not happy; nobodys happy! Except; in this case, it should go like this: When Wife not Happy, husband won't be happy either! I love my husband, but I don't like what he is doing. With my health the way it is: I don't need the stress at all! He knows exactly what he is doing! Well, have a good one! Merry Christmas!

Living My Life

Well, as you already know by now; I have infammatory breast cancer. Here is what I have been doing since the last time I blogged; living my life! I have been praying harder,doing my usual activities, going to church, & taking care of myself, and my kids! I am greatful to God for everyday that I'm here. It could have been worse! I could have never found out at all. So, for that, I am extremaly greatful!!! God is good!! God had a hand in everything that has been getting done for me, and my family. God is great!!! My husband has a job! And, he is awsome!!! I am still here! Grant it, I still have days when I'm down. Days when I hear a certain song on the radio, or something on television, that makes me cry a little. I try hard to hide it in front of my family, it's not easy, sometimes I manage to pull it off, somtimes, I have to go back to my room to get all out of my system. It's all about being human! Nothing wrong with that. With God's help, and everyone praying for me! It's all good!!!

What's New?!

Well, not too much is going on right now; except that a certain in-law on my husbands side, is driving me crazy! I won't name names. But, anyone that knows this person besides my husband, knows exactly who I am talking about. Yes, this person came over our place yesterday when my youngest child was at church: and started the usual complaining! Don't get me wrong, I respect this person; but, on the other hand, I am tired of hearing this person complaining, over and over again!! This person was complaing that we never invite her to dinner! how can we; she's never home!! And then saying, that while have food to eat, she has none!! She is full of it! Grant it, she dooesn't have enough meat.I don't know if she is venting, or just holding a grudge so big that, she has to jump on anyone who has no choice but, to hear it!

musicmom: Inflamitory Breast Cancer!

musicmom: Inflamitory Breast Cancer!: "Well, as of last month I found out that I have inflamitory breast cancer! I have never heard of that. A week after I found out, I was suposs..."

Inflamitory Breast Cancer!

Well, as of last month I found out that I have inflamitory breast cancer! I have never heard of that. A week after I found out, I was supossed to start chemo.That did not happen! A couple of spots were found, one on my liver, and one on my breast bone.Well, I found out recently that the one on my breast bone is cancer.I was given Hormone Therapy, because of the fact that I still get my periods is why I am going to put into earily menopause.I had just started last Friday.I wasn't too trilled when I heard latest news, so I am getting a second opnion.Nothing wrong with the U of M, but, I will be going to a place where they only deal with cancer.Barbara Karmonos. I refuse to give up! I have two kids who are still in school, a 9th grader,& a 1st grader, and husband I want to grow old with! I am scared like you wouldn't believe. But, at the same time,I have faith in God! That will never change. I have a fighting spirit, and a bunch of support from family and friends! Please have a good one, and; God Bless!