Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Well, one of two things are going to happen; either I am going to boot my husband out or: I am going let him stay and suffer the consiquinces. Well, I guess he is changing his tune. He is actually going on the Michigan Talent Bank. The good Lord is watching! Amen to that! Because, earlier my husband was not behaving himself! I wrote in my personal journal for him. I wrote a lot of things I would have never had said, before to him! I gave him a choice; either you go to the library and get on that computer and go on The Michigan Talent Bank and send your reseme to the jobs that are hiring; or else! He just now got the hint! Ain't nothing like cutting it close! Because, I was on the verge of kicking his no behind out! God is watching, and he definetly works in mysterious ways indeed! My husband really likes pushing my buttons latley; in a way that makes me just want to kick him where it counts! I'm not a voilont person at all. You I am taking a pill that is putting me in early menopause.Happy New Year!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
How does it make you feel when you Get told over, and over again; I will do the dishes tomorrow morning?. I can tell you how I feel; let's just say: no tickling or funny faces is going to put me in a good mood!! Period!! Coroporation is!! And yes, I am talking about my husband. When he says' leave them, I will get them after dinner. That never comes! Night time comes, he comes off with his favoite line ever! I will get them tomorrow. Arrrrgh!! That ticks me off to no end! When he was working at his other job; during the week, I was doing the dishes, and of course; pluse taking care of everything! But, all I hear is I will do them tomorrow.... Tomorrow Never Comes!! Well, you know saying', when moms not happy; nobodys happy! Except; in this case, it should go like this: When Wife not Happy, husband won't be happy either! I love my husband, but I don't like what he is doing. With my health the way it is: I don't need the stress at all! He knows exactly what he is doing! Well, have a good one! Merry Christmas!
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Well, as you already know by now; I have infammatory breast cancer. Here is what I have been doing since the last time I blogged; living my life! I have been praying harder,doing my usual activities, going to church, & taking care of myself, and my kids! I am greatful to God for everyday that I'm here. It could have been worse! I could have never found out at all. So, for that, I am extremaly greatful!!! God is good!! God had a hand in everything that has been getting done for me, and my family. God is great!!! My husband has a job! And, he is awsome!!! I am still here! Grant it, I still have days when I'm down. Days when I hear a certain song on the radio, or something on television, that makes me cry a little. I try hard to hide it in front of my family, it's not easy, sometimes I manage to pull it off, somtimes, I have to go back to my room to get all out of my system. It's all about being human! Nothing wrong with that. With God's help, and everyone praying for me! It's all good!!!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Well, not too much is going on right now; except that a certain in-law on my husbands side, is driving me crazy! I won't name names. But, anyone that knows this person besides my husband, knows exactly who I am talking about. Yes, this person came over our place yesterday when my youngest child was at church: and started the usual complaining! Don't get me wrong, I respect this person; but, on the other hand, I am tired of hearing this person complaining, over and over again!! This person was complaing that we never invite her to dinner! how can we; she's never home!! And then saying, that while have food to eat, she has none!! She is full of it! Grant it, she dooesn't have enough meat.I don't know if she is venting, or just holding a grudge so big that, she has to jump on anyone who has no choice but, to hear it!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Well, as of last month I found out that I have inflamitory breast cancer! I have never heard of that. A week after I found out, I was supossed to start chemo.That did not happen! A couple of spots were found, one on my liver, and one on my breast bone.Well, I found out recently that the one on my breast bone is cancer.I was given Hormone Therapy, because of the fact that I still get my periods is why I am going to put into earily menopause.I had just started last Friday.I wasn't too trilled when I heard latest news, so I am getting a second opnion.Nothing wrong with the U of M, but, I will be going to a place where they only deal with cancer.Barbara Karmonos. I refuse to give up! I have two kids who are still in school, a 9th grader,& a 1st grader, and husband I want to grow old with! I am scared like you wouldn't believe. But, at the same time,I have faith in God! That will never change. I have a fighting spirit, and a bunch of support from family and friends! Please have a good one, and; God Bless!
Friday, October 8, 2010
musicmom: Just Great: Now I have to worry about everything b...: "Well, today was the day my husband was supposed to find out his unemployent. He did call like he was supposed to, only to find out that, he ..."
Well, today was the day my husband was supposed to find out his unemployent. He did call like he was supposed to, only to find out that, he has to wait until next week to call them back up!! Just dandy!! Is it me; or is Michigan a Big pain in the butt!!!? It's rediculious! How much longer do people have to wait to find out if the're even getting the're money!? It's bad enough, when you're out there putting in applications, and still; NO JOB!! Let's put it this way; the way my husband was let go from his job wasn't right! There is favoritisum shown to one person at, where my husband used to work. I should know, I always heard about it when my husband came home from work. My husband worked his ass off at that place!! He always wore a clean uniform to work; everyday! And; he was always on time. It was the type of job where there was a call phone.The guys took turns using it. It's a tire place, dealing with semi trucks, tour buses, eveything commercial!! My husband NEVER turned down working overtime! Never. Oh, and by the way,can someone please tell me how I can get paid doing this stuff? Thankyou, bye for now!
musicmom: Well, it's true.Certain people are total jerks!!: "Ever get the feeling that, you are totally not wanted in your own home; or is it just me kind of feeling? Well, I was feeling that feeling t..."
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Ever get the feeling that, you are totally not wanted in your own home; or is it just me kind of feeling? Well, I was feeling that feeling this morning! I don't know why I feel like this. Maybe, something isn't right. I'm not really sure.I guess I'm just halucinating! I guess I'm just overeacting about the fact that, my husband was acting a little funny this morning. And, I have a feeling that I know what it is.I was going to do a little reading this morning out in our living room.My husband 'said, why don't you read in the bedroom, it's quiet. It was how he 'said, it that sounded a little funny. I'm like; okay fine. So when I was done reading, I come out to the dinning room,just to see how he was doing on searching for jobs on the computer. He was like god; why are you always looking at what I am doing? I gave you space yesterday on the computer! That, right there, told me something was not right! So; I went back to our bedroom, almost crying, not quite; and just went to lay down for a little bit. And then, when I got up, I put my hoodie on, grabed my purse; and 'said. to my husband; see you later! I also 'said, I wouldn't want you to think I'm spying on you! And then; I left! He really must think that I have no clue of what he is up to. I got news, I know! I knew for a while what, he has been doing? I just didn't want to believe it! I am not sure why he is doing this to me; maybee he is bored for two reasons: 1. He's not working! 2. Maybee he is losing interest in me.After all; we have been married for 15 years! I guess I should find out from the horses mouth Huh!!
Monday, September 20, 2010
Well, please bear with me.I am still learning this blogging thing.Here is the thing that has been bugging me for quit some time now,I have two cell phones in my name and yes, it has the web on it, and of course match .com, chat rooms.Which to me is not all that great when your husband can't seem to stay off the phone! He's on it like he's playing a video game! Every time I see him, he's got the texting going on.And, even though he is doing it sitting at other end of the couch, he is being very secrective about it. There has been plenty of times he'd go in our bedroom; and lock the door. Well, what doesn't help, is that my husband had lost his job last month.So, I don't know if it's because; he wants somone other than me to chat with,or, he really is cheating on me/ or actullay wanting to.We have been married for fifteen years,have two wonderful kids,one is 9th grade; and the other had to repeat 1st grade.I've been through thick and thin with him! I stuck by him when no one else would.I don't get it.