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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Happy New Year!!

TwitLonger — When you talk too much for Twitter Hope you all have a wonderful New Years Eve! And have an awsome New Year! Thank you for reading all my blogs this year, and since I started 09/2010. God Bless!! Peace...

Wednesday, December 28, 2011


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Sunday, December 18, 2011

Can't Think Of Title?!

Hello! Long time no write! How's it going for everyone. Especially those who are struggling to keep a roof over your heads, and can't seem to get the help that you need from places that you are expected to go to get the help. Working your behind off only to pay others off that you owe, and to top it off paying on the car again because something else was worked on. So, a few weeks of paying a hundred dollars out the paycheck that my husband works for. I know, I know, I shouldn't be complaining right. Can't help it. Grant it; I should be greatful all the help I have been getting. And all the prayers I have been getting too! I really did have a good day today, it's just that I wish I could either hit the jackpot; or maybe  find a brief case with at least; $10,000 in it to pay five thousand and something to pay the rent in full. One hundred and fifty dollars we would normally pay every week. I would just like to be up to date. I wish he could just take take the fifty bucks that we have for him. But, I will just pray that everything will be alright for us. I'm doing my best to earn some kind of money from my blogging. Keep checking my stats; not a dime!! Not giving up though.  Not really hip on asking for any kind of help. I believe in working hard to pay the rent, other bills, & food, we have been getting that kind of help with the food. Which we are all truely greatful!!  Anyone knows what it feels like asking someone for so much as a hundred dollars to go with the fifty dollars you already have?! It sucks; it really sucks. It's not a good feeling at all. Those who know me, and those who have read my past blogs, know why I'm not working right now.  I'm supposed to be consentrating on getting better; not worring about getting kicked out in the street! Peace of  mind is what I need right now. Got too much on the brain. I know I should let it go up to God Our Father; and a lot of my worries I have. I'm just wondering; how much longer? How much longer? Well, that is all for now. God Bless, and have a good one folks!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Teens And Chores!

@wwfnnyg: Don't you just love it when your teen, all hell, you all know how teens are!! Or raised one. I feel (cont) Shared via TweetCaster

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Good Sunday Morning!!!

Ah yes!! It's another typical Sunday;it is almost like any typical weekday around here. Getting the kids moving in the morning; it can be a challenge at times. Only, during the week for some reason; it seems to run a little more smoother! Why it is harder on a Sunday?! Hmmm; I could say why, but; I'm already running just a tad bit behind as it is. Besides, I'm just passing time, he, he! No..., I'm not always organized. Does that mean I'm a really bad mom? To most people, no offense, I know a few who live in the dark ages! Who would expect me to have it all together. Well, news flash, it's not all that perfect. Not everyone lives in a glass house! It's going to be unorganized, not going to be on time, might have to hurry it up to get to church. I know, I need to work on that a little better than what I'm doing. But, at least I'm working on it. Well, I would like to go on, but the bathroom is free. So, have a good one everybody!! God Bless!! Peace.....

Friday, November 25, 2011

New One.

Watch "Nickelback - When We Stand Together" on YouTube
New one from Nickleback. Pretty cool. It's about helping take a stand. Let's help eachother out people!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

My Stupeflix Video

Hope you all enjoy this one, it's the latest one that was done for free. Can't go wrong people. It's scrap booking with music behind it!

Friday, November 11, 2011

Another One!


Well: Surprise! What Difference A Week Makes!

Yes! It was one exciting week . Considering last week when the landlord handed me the eviction notice. Well, just yesterday, my husband and myself, went to the Department Of Human Services, after my appointments; with the eviction notice, and our DTE bill, for gas & lights, to fill out a State Emergency Relief form. Our worker came out and asked if their is anyone waiting to see him. My husband went up to show the eviction notice. The worker to the paper to the back to check on it. It is not stamped by the court. Duh; shouldn't of worried so much. Yeah, our worker told my husband that they cannot kick us out. Then he said, that we have to have a court ordered eviction notice in order to get help.  But, another person working their; calling people up that filled out the SER form. My husband went up and gave it the other person collecting the forms. Okay, anyway; he also showed the lady the eviction notice. She said, the same thing that our worker said, the he cannot evict us, it's a scare tactic. However, she did tell us different on the part about waiting for a court ordered eviction notice. She told us not to wait for that. So, I didn't hear everything that was said, but if I'm not mistaken, I think she told him to get annother SER form to take home and fill out. And we grabed different form to finish filling out at home. Because, I was starting to fill it out at the DHS office. We're reapplying for a bridge card, and medical for hubby. So, needless to say; I need to finish filling that out, like pronto; and my hubby can fill out the SER form! The reason I didn't finish the other paper today, was because, one I was writing another list of things that need to be fixed in and outside the trailer. So it can be taken to the post office to get it certified sent. My sister - in - law metioned this to me earlier, and to make sure the landlord signs the letter and send it back. Stating that he had recieved it, read it; and signed it. So, just in case, witch I hope it doesn't come down to that; court, we have something to back us up. Otherwise; we're screwed. So, I got the letter done. Just need a ride to the post office. I was also getting dishes done, that needed to get done. And also  started on some laundry today. Had some energy to do something today. One thing that I am not to thrilled about, is the payment arrangement that had to be set up on my phone. I just paid the bill at the beginning of this month, yes, I'm behind, and the payment they want, is rediculous! Just to keep the phones on they want $ 300 & something today!! Doesn't look like that's going to happen though, not today. So, it looks like I will be back to recieving calls again and going to the library to go on the computers. No biggy on the internet part; just don't like the part about not being able to make any phone calls again. Like I said, what a crazy week I'm having!! If  if I knew what numbers to play on one of those lottery tickets. I'd play it in a hearbeat!! Then I could get us out of dept for sure! And I would help out The Salvation Army, and these other places that help those in need. I want to remain silent about it. I don't want to be seen on the news or heard on the radio that I helped these places. I just would like to make someones life a little easier. Especially around Christmas time. That would be all the reward I need; just knowing I'm helping someone, is enough for me!! God will see what I'm doing too. That too, is even better! Well, that is all folks! God Bless, and have a good one! Take care, peace....

Monday, November 7, 2011

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Saturday, November 5, 2011

Seven Days To Move

Yep, that's right!!!! Seven days to leave this fire hazard of a place! Can a landlord really give you seven days to move? Well, can they?! Yes, as I was walking across the street from my mother- in- laws, A big ole truck come by, and I was handed the paper. Yup, the paper stating that we have seven freaken days to move. Nice, very nice! I have been trying very hard to get some help. I called the Salvation Army; left a message earlier today that we need finacial assistance, and that we are on the verge of getting evicted. And I knew this because my mother- in - law told me this earlier today, the landlord's son told her! Isn't that nice? So, needless to say, Ihave been in the most sour of moods today! I don't like blamming, at the same time like everyone else; when LORD when!!!  When will I have peace of mind?! I know you are with me LORD, but when?!!! How much more do I have to suffer?! I have two boys who I love very much, I don't want to let them down, yet I feel like I have! Life is beautiful, but at the same time; it can be something else. It can be what you make of it; I know that much. I have faith, I'm still doing my best to stay really, really strong, especially right now! It's not easy as you all know. Everyone is going through some really hard times. And not everyone is very patient when it comes to money. Even though they don't give you a receipt for every time you pay them. That's right we didn't get no receipts for the times we did pay them. Not that it matters right?! Seven is not a good number for me right now, I keep repeating it over and over, out loud; and in my head (as of right now). So, not that I believe in lucky numbers. I'm just not liking this number seven right now. Well, that is pretty much it everyone. I will get back to you when I can. Gotta get things straighten out, whatever. God Bless, and take care. Goodnight!

Needed: Peace Of Mind!!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Bible Quotes

''Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, Whose sin is covered.'' -Psalms 32:1 Quotes by DodsonEng

Friday, October 28, 2011

It Could Be Worse

Hello everyone! Well, I have metioned a couple a days ago about my appointments on Wednesday and Thursday. Wednesday was my CT scan, injection, and bone scan. Went to my usual appointments on Thursday. I was told about my results yesterday. Well, before I get to that part; prior to these appointments; I have noticed that my right breast was getting a little bigger again. And it has been hurting like a Bleep!! Only at night time though. So when I seen my cancer doctor last week, I told them what was going on. That is one of the reasons for these tests to get done. That, and it was time for them to get done anyway. Only, it was a rush to get it done, and get the results faster than usual. Okay; here are the results people; the swelling that was thought to be a reaction to the previous chemo treatment that I was on, wasn't. It is indeed the mass growing again. And there was a spot found on my liver again, and a spot found on my lower spine. Not to worry though, my back is not hurting! And according to the doctor that is a good thing!! So, I was going to get my previous chemo treatment done; but I metioned that I want to start on the new one. So, I started on the new one yesterday. It's called; Paclitaxel Chemotherapy Regimen. And, unlike the other treatment that I have been on since late summer; I will be loosing my hair with this one. But, that is fine, grant it, I'm not thrilled about it, as long as it gets this nasty bad word out of my system. That is what I am aiming for anyway! With my Father in Heaven's help of course! I said it before, I love God with all my heart, so I am not deniying him!! He has gotten me through some tough times, and this is one of them that he is helping me through right now! He is putting me through this test to see how well I can handle it! I will keep praying that God will get rid of this bad c word I have. Until then, I have to be patient! Praying for my husband though, usually he is the strong one. He wasn't too happy with the news at all. Along with everything else that is going on right now! It's getting to him big time. Not an easy thing to hear. I am a lot stronger than I used to be. Not that I never been a strong person. I just take so much crap; then it gets to me, I let it out. Being strong doesn't mean you don't cry. It doesn't make you weak either! And I realized that not too long ago. We're all human, and all have our breaking point sooner or later. Their is nothing wrong with being a strong person, it's just not healthy to hold it in! I was told a long time ago when I was young, to let it out, don't hold anything in! Get it out of your system. Not that I did all the time. Only sometimes. I'm usually a pretty quiet person anyway. So, I can understand why my husband is just not too happy to hear my latest news. My two boys know what's going on. I know it is affecting my 15 year old. He is having those kind of days at school that is not too good. I will try and be careful of what I say. But I can't help but metion this, he said something that no one, not even the schools will take lighty. He said, he wanted to end his life a few days ago. He has been seeing a counsler for a couple of years now. It was brought up when my husband and my mother - in -law went. The grandma brought it up of course. Because, of course my son wouldn't. I'm not sure why my husband wouldn't, normally he would bring up something about whatever else was going on with our son. Okay, well let's just say that I'm not too thrilled about what my oldest is saying these days. I am doing my best as a parent to make sure he does what he is supposed to do. I tell him that I love him everyday. I don't make him do anymore than what I ask him to do either. I stay on him as I stay on my youngest son. I love them both the same. I wouldn't have it any other way. I can never picture my life without my children. We we weren't born parents, but we al do the best we can as a parent. We all make mistakes, so when society thinks you have to be supper Mom & Dad; tell them to get a life. Sorry to sound so blunt everyone. Just trying to get my point across! Well, did I? Lol! Like I said, earlier, I am stronger than ever. But it's not always that easy. I'm already going through a tough time, so bring it people!! Okay, that is all everyone, I have to go. I am at the library again. But hopefully I will be getting the internet on next week. We will see what happens! In the mean time, God Bless, and take care everyone!! Peace...

Tuesday, October 25, 2011


Yep, it's a blah kind of day today. Sorry I haven't blogged since last week. Won't have internet until next week. So I will probaly be blogging more or posting videos from Youtube up. Until then, I will not be on it as much. Especially tomorrow and Thursday, have appointments to go to. Can't miss those; very important!! I will let you all know how it goes. Yep, tests coming up again. Staying positive though! Sorry; don't have a lot to say right now. That, and I'm in arush to get home and have something to eat! Have a good one everyone! God Bless!! Peace...

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

At The Library.

Hello everyone! Yup, guess what, I am at the library right now! Reason being; no internet at home right now. Hey, sometimes you have to sacrifice one thing to keep something else running! After a while you figure things out. It sucks to be without internet, but it could be worse. You're most important bills come first. So yeah, the internet had to wait this time. So, I won't be on the computer when I would like to be. Just when the kids are at school in the morning. And of course, when I don't have my appointments. I may be here everyday, or every other day. Just depends on how I'm feeling I guess! Hopefully we won't be too long without internet at home. The only other time I would be coming to the library is to print out some coupons. Which I haven't done in a while. My mother- in - law has been sending coupons my way. And every once in a blue moon, my husband gets a Sunday paper. So... I thought since I have some change for once; I thought I might as well get some more coupons! We have a printer at home but, we just haven't bought any cartridges for it yet. Well, that is all for now! Enjoy your day or evening! God Bless! Peace...

Friday, October 14, 2011

40 And Well... Wow!!

Yessiry, I am 40; Yikes!! For some reason I felt a little different yesterday. The last time I felt different; was when I turned 20. Didn't feel different at 30. Nope, not a thing!! Hard to explain, maybe I should have blogged about it right at that moment yesterday, or write it down so I could have put it in this blog today. Dangit, why didn't I think of that? Oh well, stuff happens; you're only human, what can you do?! 40 doesn't seem too bad at all, I am actually very thankful to be here at this age!! I will keep on fighting this bad word that I have. I'm doing my best to be around for some more Birthdays to come, each year will be a Blessing from God that I am still around! I am still extremely gratful to Our Father in heaven for everyday that I'm here! I could have not found out at all about my type of breast cancer, if I haven't checked. I checked; and found what I thought was a lump. Ended up being something even worse. And as of one year ago yesterday is when I found out the news. Actually, I heard cancer; the rest sounded like adults talkng in Charlie Brown. Not only did I have my first mammo that day; a couple of other tests done that day when my husband took me. A day later is when I recieved a call about the biopsy that was done, that's when I remember hearing the words; inflammatory breast cancer. I was almost in tears, because I was trying to be strong. But when I let my husband know, I couldn't hold it in much longer. There were so many thoughts going through my mind. At that time, I was like why did I get this type of cancer that I never heard of at all, not even my family memembers heard of it. I was so angry, hurt, and parden me, ( pissed ) off! Especially when I kept hearing more, and more not so great news. I was supposed to start chemo last year, when on the day I was to start; I recieved a phone call from the Doctor saying that there was a couple of spots found, we need to get you in for more tests just to make sure. Long story short, the spot on the breast bone, cancerous, the spot on the liver, nothing to worry about. I went from a stage three to a atage four in no time! The spot on the bone did it. The feeling when I heard the not so great news that day; what do you think I felt like?! It wasn't a good day at all! No offense toward my doctor; he is just doing his job. I got my crying out that day, but the day after that; I was like, wait a minute, no one here on earth knows, only God knows!! From then 'til' now; big difference!! I know that I bring it up about how thankful I am to God about a lot of things, my life included. I am not worrying about offending anyone! We are in One Nation Under God!! Freedom to speak our minds! I'm not leaving God out of my blogs at all!! I give credit when credit is due, Amen! I don't tell anyone how to live their life, I pray for them in silence. I can't help it, I love Our Father In Heaven! I know is putting me through this trial for a reason. I am not thrilled to have this, but everyday is a Blessing! I have my moments when I shed a teer, but I get through it. Being strong doesn't mean that you don't cry. You can only be strong for so long, eventually you are going to let go, let it out!! So let go, get it out of your system. Oay, I know, I went on rambilg again! The point is this; I am happier this year than I was last year at the time I found out the news. So much has changed since then, as you can tell from reading my past blogs. There is a difference. Yesterday was a good day, because 1. I wasn't at the hospital getting a mammo done like I was last year on my Birthday. And 2. my husband had a day off and cooked me a brunch!! This year is good indeed!! And well, was starting to get my cake going for tomorrow,but the eggs that we bought not too long ago are frozen! So he's at the store right now getting more eggs. Why not yesterday,because he works only until 5pm tomorrow. So he will be making a special dinner that he said he is going to cook, wow!! And it's Sweetest Day This weekend too! Oy, what pressure!! His day is in March. And everyday of the week before then, he, he!! He gets fed with my cooking!! Wow, stil can't believe I'm 40. I remember being teen hearing this: Teenagers!! Now I'm saying it! Lol,weird. Good greif time flies!! Now my nieces and nephews are in their 20's, one 18, one his 30's. Wow!!! The part I'm looking forward to is bening a great aunt any day now. Next week!! So excited!! Well, that is all!! God Bless, and have a good one!! Peace...

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Nickelback - Never Gonna Be Alone


Meditation: Why does Jesus single out the teachers and lawyers for some rather strong words of rebuke? The word woe can also be translated as alas. It is as much an expression of sorrowful pity as it is of anger. Why did Jesus lament and issue such a stern rebuke? Jesus was angry with the religious leaders because they failed to listen to God's word and they misled the people they were supposed to guide in the ways of God. The scribes devoted their lives to the study of the Law of Moses and regarded themselves as legal experts in it. They divided the ten commandments and precepts into thousands of tiny rules and regulations. They were so exacting in their interpretations and in trying to live them out, that they had little time for anything else. By the time they finished compiling their interpretations it took no less than fifty volumes to contain them! In their misguided zeal, they required unnecessary and burdensome rules which obscured the more important matters of religion, such as love of God and love of neighbor. They were leading people to Pharisaism rather than to God. Jesus used the example of tithing to show how far they had missed the mark. God had commanded a tithe of the first fruits of one's labor as an expression of thanksgiving and honor for his providential care for his people (Deuteronomy 14:22; Leviticus 27:30). The scribes, however, went to extreme lengths to tithe on insignificant things (such as tiny plants) with great mathematical accuracy. They were very attentive to minute matters of little importance, but they neglected to care for the needy and the weak. Jesus admonished them because their hearts were not right. They were filled with pride and contempt for others. They put unnecessary burdens on others while neglecting to show charity, especially to the weak and the poor. They meticulously went through the correct motions of conventional religion while forgetting the realities. Why does Jesus also compare them with "unmarked graves"? According to Numbers 19:16 contact with a grave made a person ritually unclean for seven days. Jesus turns the table on the Pharisees by declaring that those who come into contact with them and listen to their self-made instruction are likewise defiled by their false doctrine. They infect others with wrong ideas of God and of his intentions. Since the Pharisees are "unmarked", other people do not recognize the decay within and do not realize the danger of spiritual contamination. The Pharisees must have taken Jesus' accusation as a double insult: They are not only spiritually unclean themselves because they reject the word of God, but they also contaminate others with their dangerous "leaven" as well (see Luke 12:1). What was the point of Jesus' lesson? The essence of God's commandments is love – love of the supreme good – God himself and love of our neighbor who is made in the image and likeness of God. God is love (1 John 4:8) and everything he does flows from his love for us. God's love is unconditional and is wholly directed towards the good of others. True love both embraces and lifts the burdens of others. Paul the Apostle reminds us that "God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit which has been given us" (Romans 5:5). Do you help your neighbors carry their burdens? God gives each of us sufficient grace for each day to love as he loves and to lift the burdens of others that they, too, may experience the grace and love of Jesus Christ. "Lord Jesus, inflame my heart with your love that I may always pursue what matters most – love of you my God and love of my neighbor whom you made in your image and likeness. Give me wisdom and courage to always show kindness, mercy, and justice to all whom I meet." This reflection is courtesy of Don Schwager (c) 2011, whose website is located at

Sunday, October 9, 2011

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1st Reading!

Reading 1 Is 25:6-10a On this mountain the LORD of hosts will provide for all peoples a feast of rich food and choice wines, juicy, rich food and pure, choice wines. On this mountain he will destroy the veil that veils all peoples, the web that is woven over all nations; he will destroy death forever. The Lord GOD will wipe away the tears from every face; the reproach of his people he will remove from the whole earth; for the LORD has spoken. On that day it will be said: "Behold our God, to whom we looked to save us! This is the LORD for whom we looked; let us rejoice and be glad that he has saved us!" For the hand of the LORD will rest on this mountain.

2nd Reading!

Reading 2 Phil 4:12-14, 19-20 Brothers and sisters: I know how to live in humble circumstances; I know also how to live with abundance. In every circumstance and in all things I have learned the secret of being well fed and of going hungry, of living in abundance and of being in need. I can do all things in him who strengthens me. Still, it was kind of you to share in my distress. My God will fully supply whatever you need, in accord with his glorious riches in Christ Jesus. To our God and Father, glory forever and ever. Amen.

In other years: St Denis (- 258)As might be expected for a saint of such an early period, practically no hard facts about Saint Denis survive. According to St Gregory of Tours, writing some 300 years later, Denis came to Gaul from Rome in the middle of the third century. He arrived at what is now the Ile de la Cité in Paris, where he built a church, arranged the regular celebration of Mass, and preached the Gospel. Together with two members of his clergy he was martyred near the city. Denis (in Latin, Dionysius) is not Dionysius the Areopagite, whom St Paul converted to Christianity, nor is he the author of the writings of the Pseudo-Dionysius, but both these confusions helped to popularise devotion to him from the seventh century onwards. Nevertheless, the real St Denis did exist, he brought the Gospel to Paris, and he was its first martyr. For these things alone devotion to him is proper and justified. See also the article in the . In other years: Saint John Leonardi (1541 - 1609)He was born at Lucca in Tuscany. Trained initially as an apothecary, he fought hard to become a priest and was ordained in 1572. A few laymen attached themselves to him in 1574 and something began to grow that looked as if it might become a religious order. A storm of persecution erupted. It seems possible that the Republic of Lucca felt that being the birthplace of a religious order might be dangerous for the independence of the state, given the complicated international politics of the time. Whatever the reason, Leonardi spent most of the rest of his life in exile from Lucca, only occasionally obtaining permission to visit it after extreme pressure from the Pope. The order that he founded, now known as the Order of Clerks Regular of the Mother of God, is in charge of eight churches in Italy and is also involved in missionary work. In addition, his work was taken up and extended by the Popes into the Work of the Propagation of the Faith (de propaganda fidei), of which he is therefore honoured as the founder. The web site of Order of Clerks Regular of the Mother of God is . See also the article in , which at present is essentially a reformatting of the Catholic Encyclopaedia article. Other saints: Blessed John Henry Newman (1801 - 1890)Born in London in 1801, he was for over twenty years an Anglican clergyman and Fellow of Oriel College, Oxford. His studies of the early Church led him progressively towards Catholicism, and in 1845 he embraced the one true fold of the Redeemer . In 1847 he was ordained priest and went on to found the Oratory of St Philip Neri in England. He was a prolific and influential writer on a variety of subjects. In 1879 he was created Cardinal by Pope Leo XIII. Praised for his humility, unstinting care of souls and contributions to the intellectual life of the Church, he died in Birmingham on 11 August 1890. He was beatified by Pope Benedict XVI at a ceremony in Birmingham on 19 September 2010.

Bible Quotes

''that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.'' -romans 10:9 Quotes by DodsonEng

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Pay The Rent; Or Feed Family? Landlord On Vacation!!

Yep, we used some of the rent money to buy food. Mainly; meat. That's what we brought, and some other things that were needed of course. Yes, money is tight, and yes; our food bennifits on the Bridge Card is gone. Reason being; we're just a little bit over the limit to get that program now. As for the cash part, I will find out tomorrow if that is still avaliable or not. I hope it still is. No, I really don't like depending on this stuff! Yeah, money is tight again. But, we will make it. Now the part that sucks is that we had to use the money saved for the rent to buy some stuff that was needed to feed everyone. So yeah; I am hoping that the cash part is on that card tomorrow! Yes we are still playing catch up with the rent that is stil behind. The landlord lets us pay it every week. But last week, and the week before they haven't recieved a payment yet. But, they haven't done anything about our boys' bedroom yet. It hasn't had power in their for almost a year, since the dryer was hooked up in the bathroom. And it has been brought up many times, nothing has been done. I kow it's because we're behind that they won't fix anything. Rightfully, they are supposed to make sure something gets taken care of no matter if we're behind or not! So yes, I do have a lot on my mind right now. Again, but that is alright, because God has my back. I'm going to relax and leave it his hands. He has the power to do whatever he sees fit!! And he making sure that I am here to face these issues everyday; whether I feel like it or not. I have my days just everyone else. And I get through it too, just like everyone else. Yes from what I was told the landlord is on vacation. So yes the money that was put up 'til' he got back, was used for the meat that was much needed. What would you do in this situation. I know how to make food stretch. But you can only stretch it sofar. You figure things out. Sometimes you gotta weigh out your options. Pay rent to someone who's not making sure your place is getting worked on when something needs fixed? Or make sure your family has a proper meal to eat breakfast lunch and dinner? Hmmm?!! We don't try to skip out on paying rent like they get out of fixing our place for upteen months!! So yes, the family has to get fed, to keep ourselfs healthy and keep our energy levels up to get through the day! That is a major plus for me because I'm getting those chemo treatments done, and it makes me tired. I take little cat naps in the mornng, after I take my youngest to school. It's a struggle staying awake. But I manage. I find something to do even if it's one thing; it gets done. Okay I know, I went off track! Oops, my bad!! Just rambling on! But I pretty much said, what I wanted to say,' and hopefully I got my point across! Well, that is all everyone! God Bless, and have a good one!! Peace...

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Thursday, October 6, 2011

Video From Two Days Ago

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'80's Music; All Kinds

No, I don't have any posters to post on my blogger to show you. But,I can tell you what I do remember about the '80's!! Bits and pieces that is. Yes, even some of those T.V. shows too; Comedies, and dramas! Even a show about a talkng car people! Ah yes, Knight Rider; sigh...Yes, I'm a little embarassed to say this; I had a thing for the Hoff man! Yes, I thought he was cute! That,and I liked the car, and the theme music too!! The theme music was awsome!! And I used to have a poster of him too; until someone tore it off the wall! So much for that picture; lol!! To this day, I still don't know who did it. Hmm!! I never had my own room growing up, so it just made me wonder at that time. Oh well; I moved on to Michael J. Fox when the first Back To The Future movie came out. That's when I thought he was cute! I never had a really had any crushes on musicians until the late '80's, like the late lead singer of Warrent; Janelane. Rest in peace dude. I loved the songs too that Warrent came out with also. I loved that song Heaven the most, "cause" toward the end of the video when he winked with his pretty blue eyes; aww man, I thought I was in Heaven!! Ahh, the big hair bands of this lovely decade!!! I did not have big hair in that decade. Not until the early 1990's. No, it wasn't to big either. I would get told that I looked like a witch from a couple of people. Oh well, lol it didn't bother me one bit! I took it as a compliment!! When 1985 hit; my hair was short for the first time. It freaked me out at first, but it didn't take long to get used to it though. By 1989, my hair was long again!! It was close to my behind. Then one day I cut it to where my sides were growing out. They were long enough. So I cut it to that length, just above my shoulders. The reason I did that,was because I wanted an even length. From then on, I let my hair grow longer, until it grew down to my behind again. Ahh yes; the good ole days when I was young! There were some good times, and bad times. Would I change anything? Maybe a couple of things. Other than that; nope! It was the days of those '80's and early '90's that are a part of my History of Life! Can't, and won't ever change a thing! No, I never did anything illegal. I didn't follow down that path, I followed my own path. What I meant by not changing a thing; is the style of clothes I wore, whether they were hand me downs, or some new clothes; yes I did dress funny, lol! No, I didn't dress skimpy either. I didn't always match either. I was just trying things out. I was a teenager! Freedom of expression, lol! I didn't dye my hair funny colors though. I first got my hair colored when I was 14. My first perm when I was 13. All done by someone who has been a part of the family for a long time; was taking beautition classe and had a test coming up. So guess who was praticed on; yep me! That's when I got my first perm. My parents were pretty cool with it too, even when she colored my hair for the first time. It was Dark Auburn. You never forget your fist hair color, he, he!! I colored my own hair when I turned 17. Now, I am back to my naturel hair color. Dark brown. I always tried to stick with something close to my naturel hair color. Well, as of next year, after my oldest turns 16, he gets to have his hair colored. He already knows what color he wants to. And, you know what; I'm alight with it! Can't say I'm exactly thrilled about it, but after all; my husband and I decided that 16 was the age to get his hair colored. We didn't tell him what color to go with. At least I didn't at first any way, my husband did. Now he just shakes his head. It's all about freedom of expression! There is enough going on, coloring hair isn't a crime people. Well, that is all, God Bless, and take care! Peace..

Thursday, September 22, 2011


Well, today I had my visit with my doctor, in between the blood work and the chemo. All is very good!! The chemo is working people; the chemo is working!! Amen!!! I am so thanking God for this, I couldn't be more happy to hear something like that. And yes, unlike the last visit, when my blood count was too low for me too get my treatment, today was a good day. My protien and calcium is good also. Can't complain. Grant it, I'm not always thrilled about going. Who is? But I know that I'm not the only one. I get a break on my Birthday though. Three weeks on one week off. And I know I'm going to like that day for sure. Well, good bye to the thirties!! The forties are coming! I don't mind telling my age. It's just a number, and you're only as old as you feel! Well that is all folks! God Bless, and have a good one! Peace...

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Not Really Sure!

I guess some people have a truly beautiful and meaningful life. Others; umm... well, not so much. Not too sure about people who really have it made. I don't think that they are truly happy. But then again; maybe they do have it all! The beautiful, meaningful part included. You don't for sure, unless you knew this person or, persons before they hit the big time. Some just lose sight, and let it go to their head. Some still haven't forgotten where they came from, and are still the most beautiful persons they once were when they first started! Don't mind me, I'm just ramboling on; just about anything I guess. Getting a little frusterated too! Keep checking my Adsense page to see if I earned anything from my blogging yet.$ 0.01. And been like that since last month. Well, at least it went up a little bit. Better be careful and not spend it all in one place. He! He! I started doing this blogging since last September, it took me a few months to figure out how to earn money doing this! I read some stuff. But, I just would like too read about the things I need to know without a whole bunch of information! Is it because maybe that I have too many ads? I haven't done any deleting or rearanging in a while. It's been a couple of months since I done that. I don't mean to sound like a whiner or a b word. I just would like for once to make a little extra money, and I haven't seem to be getting no where! Do my blogs need some work done? please let me know! Thank you, God Bless!! And have good one! Peace...

Monday, September 19, 2011

My Stupeflix Video

Hope you all enjoy this free video that I put together on Youtube!!

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

A Fictional Story About Something That Happens Everyday To Someone

Wow; here it goes people. This is a story of a couple that has been married for quite some time. They seemed like the happiest couple,they went plcaes together; they builded a home together. Shared some laughters, and shred some tears. Even though they have been married for some time; twenty something years to say the least, it really hasn't been that long.But long enough to go through the good and bad times. Wiping each others tears; making each other laugh. Until, all of a sudden, one day everything started to change. It was like it happened in an blink of an eye. All of a sudden, just like that; bam, they lost that spark ingnighted their flame! The best part is that neither one really knew that was even going on! They just went about what they always do in their married life. Only, something was missing; hmm what could that be? Lack of intimatacy.It's neither one's fault, it's something tht can happen in everyones married life. And of course, another thing that happens in a married life when one or both are losing that intimacy for each other; one of the two will start looking for someone else online, or through these 800 numbers and a lot of texting too. Okay, it was the husband that started doing this. Only, the wife had no idea this was going on, because she was always going about what she always did in her daily life. But, it didn't take long for her to notice that something wasn't right; she just couldn't quite put her finger on it just yet. Though,very persistant; this faithful wife of twenty something years to someone that she still loves unconditionally, will not give in until she gets down to the bottom of this! Though, yes she won't let her husband know that she is doing this either. She just goes about doing what always does in her married life. Holding down the fort, by cooking, cleaning, paying their bills, and taking care of their children that they both love very much. This husband of hers, works in an office. Usually works decent hours five days a week 365 days a year. Okay, she just found one piece of the puzzle, all of a sudden, he starts working later hours; which doesn't make any sense. No one at this place of of work, did any over time! That was cut out to keep this place going, and everyone employed. Okay, long story short; you know men no offense guys; anyway,someone accidently left his cell phone in the livingroom one night; on the charger of course. Not very smart. I guess he was so tired that he wasn't thinking straight. Lucky for his wife; yes, she had to do it! She has to find out if her suspiciousions were true or not true. Yes, the text messaging started already. And sure enough her suspicious mind was right all along! How do you think she felt after all these years? All these years without complaining, this person who put her heart and soul into everything! She loves unconditionally. She always did the best that she could in everything that she did, no matter what! Now; she is wondering, after all these years what in the world did she do wrong?! What did she do wrong?! Yesserie, her mind is racing a million miles a second! What do you think this person should do first? Calm down and pray while taking some deep breaths? Or should she go balistic? I like the first one better. Does anyone agree with me on this one? Beacuse praying is something I do everyday when I just need a moment with our LORD God. Yes, it works! Please don't knock it. Well, that is all for now. Please, by all means; don't hesitate to give some imput. It is much appriciated. Thank you everyone! Have good one, and God Bless! Peace...

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Kids, Back At School!

Well, today got off to a pretty good start! Today was the first day back at school for a lot of us! Only, my oldest; who goes out to River Rouge to go to school, waits by the trailor court for the bus to come; go figure it didn't show up at all! He was out there ten minutes early like they said, only to find out by one of our neighbours that the power was out in area. I watch the news every morning, it show that city at all. So I had him wait a little longer. It was a little bit after eight. My husband, who didn't have to be at work until ten, told him to come back in. I have tried calling the school to see if there was any school at all. Both times, no answer! Wow; first day of school, and my oldest didn't have to go! My youngest did! Well, we will see what happens tomorrow folks! Good thing it wasn't raining out this morning! Today was a half day for a lot of students, full day the rest of the week. I'll have to admit; I don't really like getting up early myself, but I'm used to it. It may take at least two times to hit the snooze button; I still get up before the rest of them do. 5:25,5:30am for me. I don't have coffee to wake me up, I have tea first, then the coffee! Sound strange?! Decaf coffee now. Ran out of the regular, so now I drinking the decaf. Not that it matters to me. I usually drink coffee to warm up. The tea I drink, to stay healthy. Trying to anyway! Unlike last year; this year is more of a challenge, with me getting chemo for my condition. I doing too bad considering. Some masks were brought for me, so if I absolutly have to go out; on it goes. My husband said, I look goofy wearing one. Which I thought wasn't very nice. I let it go. But, today I will be heading out to take my oldest to an appointment. He could go by himself; only today a parent has to be their to sign some papers. Dagnet! He see's a phsycoloist. He can't see a regular doctor by himself. Well, that is all everyone. God Bless, and have a good one!! Peace...

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Bible Quotes

''But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law'' -Galatians 5:22-23 Quotes by DodsonEng

Saturday, August 27, 2011

So Cute!

Happy Saturday!!

Hello everyone!! What's up? And how's everything going? Not too bad on this end. Only thing is my husband's check was a little low this week. Not that he didn't work any hours; it's because, not too long ago he had his car worked on at the shop, and the boss is taking a hundred dollars out of his check every week. He shows me his check stub all the time, not that I ask him to; he just does it. Anyway, he showed it yesterday, origenally it was three hundred and something. With the $100 taken out; it was only two hundred and something. Well, also stoped at the store because we needed a few things,and he also brought his mom some pop. And he put a full tank gas in the car, which is about fifty bucks, depending where the needle was at. The car is about twenty years old. It doesn't have to go far for that needle to drop. Just going to Livonia and back that lovely needle starts going down quick! But, on the bright side, no car payments!! Well; the only thing that is bugging me right now, is the landlord. As you all know from my past blogs; yes we are still behind on our rent, but he takes payments from us every week. Considering that my husband's check was kind of low, not this Saturday. My husband called and ended up leaving the landlord a message explaining why he couldn't pay him this time. I hope he will be understanding about it. Which he should be, because originally, a payment of $150 every week was the agreement; Now all of a sudden, it's $200 every week! Which is fine, but sometimes when able to pay that much. The last couple of times we were only able to pay him $150. This week, $0. He should be alright with it this week. Because for months we have been letting them know about our kids bedroom being without power. Still hasn't done anything about it. And in the living room, on of the windows leaks every time it rains, which is why we have a this white plastic up with a bunch of tape, and it's a wooden panel, so the blinds that were there when we moved in, kept falling down. They take forever in a year to do something. I know I shouldn't complain much, But how many months should a tennate wait to get their place worked on? Unfortionatly , we don't have any back up money, otherwise we could refuse to pay the rent until everything is done to our satisfaction. Yes we do rent, so there for they are supposed to make sure something such as electricity in a any room be taken care of! It's just one room, and for months they haven't made any effort to make sure that it gets taking care of! They bring in these other trailors and fix them up. Even though we been waiting for ours to get done! And yes it gets brought up to him every time! I know a lot people are going through the same situation as we are; and I know that in other countries there are other people on God' Green Earth have nothing! No food, no clean water, no clothes, health issues, and no proper education! I know that! I don't mean to sound ungreatful for what I don't have! I am extremely greatful for everything that I do have! I just need to vent every now and then. If I don't; then my health will get worse than it already is! And I really do not want that to happen If I can help it. well, now that I got all that off my chest; I have some awsome news that I already shared with my friends on Facebook. I had my three usual appointments on Thursday. The blood work, cancer doctor, and of course the infusion area for the chemo treatment. When I seen my doctor, I was told by his student doctor that my right breast went from a 54, to a 36!! Awsome!! and the lymphnodes have shrunk too. And my blood is good also!!! So Yes it was a good day! And yes, that is definatly one of the many things to be greatful for! Still feeling a little sluggish, but I am doing my best to eat right. Grant it I haven't been doing any exercise lately. But I still move around. Which is better than sitting constantly. 'Cause' that' not good on my health either. I do what I can do. Then I rest until I have the energy to get up again. So, yes it's a struggle everyday, I do my best! And I know I am going through this for a reason; it's God's way of telling me to take care myself. Yes I will admit that it sucks going through this. But, I'm doing it with a possitive, and with a fighting attitude! Well, that is all everyone! God Bless, and have a good one! Peace..

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Storm coming.

Yes folks we are in a Tornado warning.

Don't Know What To Call This Blog!! Hmm!!

Hello everyone!! How's it going?! Doing alright on this end! A little tired at times, but I think you all know why; right? Sure you do, those of you who have read all of my past blogs know exactly why I feel tired at times. Here is one for you; those of you who do read my blogs; if you don't mind please leave an answer in the comment section as to what it is that is making me so tired, that I don't even blog as much as I was! I just send something to lift up your spirits; or I send something from You Tube! I do my best and try not to let the tiredness get the best of me. It's not easy! And, unlike the beginning of last school year; this time around will probally be more of a challenge for me, considering! But, like with everything else; you always figure it out eventually! Right?! Right. Yep, it could be worse! Everyday is not the same for everyone; including myself. I'm no expert; whether you're having a good day or bad; you always have someone to talk to about your day! Am I right people? Please don't hesitate to let me know in the comment section, it will be greatly appriciated! Well, that is all everyone! God Bless, and have a good one!! Peace..

Ratt - Nobody Rides For Free (Official Music Video)

Nobody!! Love this song! Hope you will too, enjoy!!

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Eating Healthy

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Tuesday, August 16, 2011


I really did speak into the mic..., I don't know what happened their, You might have to where headphones if you have them. Sorry about that. Please enjoy; thank you!

Friday, August 12, 2011


''The LORD will give you prosperity in the land he swore to your ancestors to give you, blessing you with many children, numerous livestock, and abundant crops'' -Deuteronomy 28:11 Quotes by DodsonEng

Thursday, August 11, 2011

''Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations'' -Jeremiah 1:5 Quotes by DodsonEng

Friday, August 5, 2011

Just Talking about stuff in general

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No More Hormonal Treatments

Hello everyone!! How's it going sofar? Not so bad on this end. Well, as you already know; I had my first chemo treatment last week. It took a couple of days to adjust to it, after that; not so bad!! Had my second dose yesterday. Doing better this time around on this dose. I was told that it can get worse, but it also depends on the person. I feel that I will get better as it goes. With God's help of course! He has a lot to do with all the help and support that I have been getting!! It definatly helps keep my spirits up; even though, yes their are times that I do feel low, I don't stay down for long! I get back feeling alright! I haven't lost my faith in God at all! I just have my moments like everyone does. He knows each and everyone of our hearts; he knows us personally! It is so awsome to know that he has my back all the time! All the time!!! I'm fighting hard everyday, I'm doing my best to take care of me; and my children! I make eating healthy my number one priority, then, it's exercise. Though, being on those hormonal treatment pills wasn't helping me with the weight part, none the less; as of last month or so it seemed to not work well in the other department either, go figure. Grant it, I wasn't to happy to hear that it wasn't working very well. But, on the bright side of this, maybe I will be able to get the weight off a lot better than I was? We'll see what happens!! I will keep all informed of course. I know that eventually I will not get that time of the month again. Well, since the hormonal treatment stopped, and I'm not getting my overaies shut down now, Yes folks, please excuse me for saying this; but yes; it is that lovely time of the month again!! I also know that eventually after a while it's going to stop again! I don't know how long these treatments are going to last,I will be asking my doctor when I see him again of course. In the mean time, it's three weeks on, one week off, three weeks on again! That's what is going on everyone! And of course, that is all for now too! God Bless, and have a good one! Peace.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011


Behold, O good and most sweet Jesus Post-communion Group - Behold, o good and most sweet Jesus, I fall upon my knees before You, and with most fervent desire beg and beseech You that You would impress upon my heart a lively sense of faith, hope and charity, true repentance for my sins, and a firm resolve to make amends. And with deep affection and grief, I reflect upon Your five wounds, having before my eyes that which Your prophet David spoke about You, O good Jesus: "They have pierced my hands and feet, they have counted all my bones." Amen.


Ave Maria Hail Mary Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui Jesus. Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus nunc et in hora mortis nostrae. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now, and in the hour of our death. Amen. Amen

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Bible Verses!!

Proverbs 29:25 () 25 The fear of man lays a snare,but whoever trusts in the Lord is safe. #Bible

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Ahh...., The Joy Of Blogging!

Yes, blogging can be a good thing; you can definatly get a lot of venting done for sure! Yes, I know; I put some other things in here in between my blogs. I do it because, I give my, ( you the readers), something to either to read, & I even put videos in there too. It's just something that I do! Well, here is the latest update; I'm not taking the hormonal treatment as of last week. As of three days ago now, I recieved my first dose of chemo treatment at the hospital. I was on two different hormonal treatments before this, the first didn't work so well at all! the second, Arimidex; was working for a few months. Until about, June, and earlier this month of July, my right breast wasn't cooperating. so... just the week before when I went to go see my cancer doctor; I was givin my test results from my CT, & Bone scan. Well, the spots are still their, and of course, the righty isn't budging too good. Go figure! It could have been worse though. So, that's when I was this: do you want to go another month taking the Arimidex; or do you want to go ahead and start the chemo. I didn't take too long to answer; Chemo was my answer. I had a choice of taking the pill, or getting the treatment done in the hospital. That's why I came back to see him three days ago; to let him know which one to go with. I decided to get it done at the hospital. It was my personal choice. As long as I'm able to get there, which I will be. I feel it would be easier that way for me personally. So, that is what's going on people! It' not fun to talk about, but it's good to get it off my chest! Well, that is all for now! God Bless, and have a good one. Take care; peace.


Tuesday, July 26, 2011


''Now may the Lord of peace Himself give you peace always in every way. The Lord be with you all'' -2Thessalonians 3:16 Quotes by DodsonEng

Bible Verses!

''Fear not for I am with you, be not dismayed for I am your God; I will strengthen you, yes I will help you. I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'' -Isaiah 41:10 Quotes by DodsonEng

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Remember This Song?! Beautiful!

Love This Song!!

Phew; What A Day (These Last Couple Days)!!

Hello everyone how's it going?! I'm alright. It could be better, it could be worse. The best news that I have just heard yesterday by my husband is this: Well, guess what; I'm officially hired!! If I could do flips, I would have done one or two.
But; I don't, so I just replied buy saying; AWSOME!!! I know it's been a while, so I will fill you in on what's been going on these past two or three, or four weeks. Just a few days after the fourth of July; my husband was working for a recyceling plant through a temp service. He worked there for a few days after that when he recieved a call from his former boss from 11, 12 , or 13 years ago at Firestone in Livonia. Idid get the impression at first that he had gotten hired at first. He was helping getting the place looking nice and all, and he did get paid for it too, yesterday! And yesterday is when I found out the really awsome news! His uniforms come in this Thursday. Phew!! Thank you God!! Thanks to all of you who prayed for us!! Never lose faith in God, he is so awsome indeed!! I'm still praying for my health, and anyone who is going through this type of cancer; or any type of cancer, or any other health issues,even finacial issues. I'm praying you too!! W're all going through some hard times, please don't give up,stay possitive, and strong! Don't lose faith!! Well, that is all for now, please check out two of my videos that I posted today on my blogger page. I'm filling you in on my appointment that I had two days ago, I'm explaining the results of my tests that were done, and about my husbands job too! Thank you everyone! Have a good one, and God Bless!!

Video 1/Continuation about my appointment.

Video 1/Abot My Appointment

Friday, July 22, 2011

''Two are better than one, Because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, one will lift up his companion'' -Ecclesiastes 4:9-10a Quotes by DodsonEng

Bible Verses

''Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.'' -Joshua 1:9 Quotes by DodsonEng

Bible Verses

''The LORD make His face shine upon you, And be gracious to you'' -Numbers 6:25 Quotes by DodsonEng

Pretty Cool!



Saturday, July 16, 2011

Video 1/peace everyone!!

Feeling Good About Yourself!

''The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and discipline'' -Proverbs 1:7 Quotes by DodsonEng

''for this is my blood, which confirms the covenant between God and his people. It is poured out as a sacrifice to forgive the sins of many'' -Matthew 26:28 Quotes by DodsonEng

''Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations'' -Jeremiah 1:5 Quotes by DodsonEng

''Wealth gained by dishonesty will be diminished, But he who gathers by labor will increase.'' -Proverbs 13:11 Quotes by DodsonEng

Friday, July 15, 2011


Not in the happiest of moods again, can anyone who blogs to earn a living; please tell me how you do it?! I have been checking my earnings part, $0.00 every time I check it!  To my understanding; I read that when someone views my blog, I get paid! I have some ads on my blog page too! I am getting a lot of views, which I greatly appriciate it, but no one is leaving any comments. I'm sorry for the attitude, I am just like everyone who is trying to earn a living doing something that I love doing! But, I am getting to the point, where, I just want to say; I'm done!!! Because, well, I really don't want to give it up! Yes, my husband has just gotten a job, but I still would like to see some different  numbers other than $0.00 in the earnings part! Please help this blogger out! It would be greatly appriciated! Because, I am getting just a little frusterated; just a little!! Sorry for the continued attitude, and frusteration, after all, isn't this what blogging is about?! Getting everything off your chest; and getting your point across at the same time?! I keep it clean! I really do! However, I am not going to hold anything back! Everyone has those moments when they need to get everything of their chest. I have took so much in my lifetime, I have also been let down quiete a few times over, and over! When is it going to go stop?! I'm not expecting to be a millionare, I just, for once would like for someone to at least leave a comment, and please check out the Amazon deals, and if you would, please donate! Thank you! Thank you for taking the time to read this! I usually don't complain this bad. On the other hand; please don't missunderstand me, I am a possitive, and very patient person. I believe in God whole heartitly! He has gotten me through so much in my life; even with this breast cancer that I have, I am staying possitive. And it's all because, Our Fathet in heaven! I'm thankful to him for everyday that I am here, and for all my family, friends, and even people that don't even know me; praying for me! God is good! He knows my heart, he knows my pain, my struggles, my frusteration, and my happieness! I believe in him, and I believe that he is with me everyday! Once again thank you for your time! Please take care everyone; God Bless!